Thursday, March 31, 2005


Of March.
March went quick.

Things are changing.
- good friend of mine moving far away.
- good friend of mine thinking to buy a place.
- good friend of mine leaving for a vacation.
- good friend of mine thinking to start dating.
- someone I know got married.
- me... same same same.

I feel somehow safe when I'm talking to someone who's already settled.
Again I can't sleep well.

Left work around 9:30 tonight... I don't usually work late, so tired.
Tomorrow, it's April.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

It would be the best

They say... oh well.

Very nice day today. Beautiful weather. I went to the gym in the morning. And went to French class in the afternoon.

My friend who's flying as a pilot told me cool thing today. He flies to Kochi often and there's two hawks around the airport. They flew directly to the cockpit. I think they are teasing the plane... we hope they wouldn't be hit by any planes.

Monday, March 28, 2005


Soon, there would be cherry blossoms everywhere.
I already can see beautiful magnolias. White ones are just so beautiful.
This part of Spring I really like.
Small things make me smile.

Sunday, March 27, 2005



The first morning of spring:
I feel like
someone else
matsuo basho

I wish I could feel that.

Saturday, March 26, 2005


Today was a nice day out.
I enjoyed taking my bike to work and coming back home.

Thursday, March 24, 2005


I can't be calm and cool like I used to be? I am just tired of this emotional waves.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005


At work, we got another security card. We already have one though they put another security system at the entrance of our office. So I need to use old card to go to other offices in the building. And use new one to go in my office. We also got a surveillance camera. We don't know which way it's watching though. It might just watching at the entrance. That camera can't see my desk anyways. So I guess my job wouldn't be gone anytime soon. Enough time to save some money and learn more French... :)

Tuesday, March 22, 2005


I don't feel well again. Though I've done a lot today. Well, not that lots... I went to the French lesson in the morning. I really enjoy learning French. Even though I learn very slow. :p After that I went to get a haircut. Now my hair isn't so long anymore.
And I was wanted to go to the gym. But I don't really feel well... and it's raining as well. So decided to stay home.


I guess I do look tired...

via Nicole :)

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.


"Tell us about that night, Mr.Fleming - the night Ray Lipton attacked you."

Well, I do like Mr. Fleming. Oh... with Y. Mr. Flemyng. Anyways, the sentence is from this book.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Donation Of Blood

both my father and I can't donate our blood anymore.
Okay, I have to admit that I'd never done that before.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Crazy People

Well, not quite... I might be one of them... I went to the gym. Thought I would be fine tonight. And I was fine. Just got back. But when I was driving away from the parking lot, quite few cars were still coming into the parking. I left there about 10pm. (less than 5 mins drive) So probably they gonna stay there till they close which is midnight. Good business indeed.

We had an earthquake this morning. It was small in Takamatsu. Some of my co-workers even didn't noticed till I told them "hey, isn't it earthquake?" I emailed my friend in Fukuoka. She was fine though her place became quite a mess she said. Earthquake is one of the things you can't really avoid...

Saturday, March 19, 2005


Feeling well.
I was fine yesterday though not feeling well since last night.
I felt like I was gonna throw up. Even though I didn't eat supper last night I ate quite a lot during the day. Anyways, I was just reading about someone who got choked by his own vomit. I was scared to fall a sleep. Stayed up for a while and finally fell a sleep. Wasn't feeling well when I woke up at my usual time (around 5am) so I decided no gym for me today.
Oh well. I feel better now. I can go there tomorrow.

Seems like it's a long weekend here in Japan. I have today's off but working Sunday and Monday. It's Syunbun. (春分) Spring has began. Well, tomorrow is Syunbun. So today would be last day of winter?
I just found out that my birthday is also "nail cripping day". Jan 7 was supposed to be the first day to cut your nail in the year. That's very funny. I am obsessed with cutting my nails. Really. You know that baby don't you? hehe

Friday, March 18, 2005

Taking Our Bikes

Miyuki and I went out for lunch today. We took our bikes like when we were kids.
We got few showers during we were out though we had fun.

I know I shouldn't eat this! YUM!



At Miyuki's house, both of them are sooo cute.

Lately I like clover. Got this candle today. :)

Thursday, March 17, 2005

My Mind

Just went blank... too tired I guess.
Just got in from gym. Tonight, I ran into two of the people I know at the gym. One is my friend and the other is my job hunting agent.
My friend Kaori and I were talking about to get together sometime soon. One of our friends, she's moving away... so... :(

Got a souvenir from Hokkaido. Lucky charm pigs. They are very cute!

Wednesday, March 16, 2005


I heard. I like No Doubt. Her solo project is interesting. But I am very annoyed about that Harajuku Girls.
Don't you think they're rather disturbing?

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Weird Dream

I had a weird dream. It was pretty funny for me though. There's him and Vin Diesel in it.
Had a lunch with Kayoko. Then I went to French lesson and of course... gym.

My cable tv is missing two channels tonight. I can't watch CNN tonight.

My life has been boring isn't it? (or always has been?)

Btw, someone googled "Wintersleep" and visited here. Isn't that cool Jud?! :)

Monday, March 14, 2005

Oh Yeah

Today is White Day which is the day boys give something (I don't really know what... candies maybe?) back to girls who gave chocolate to him.
And yeah, it's Japanese thing.


Three days of working late and two days of working alone is done. :)
Tomorrow I will have a lunch with my friend and after that I go to French lesson. Then... gym of course.
Reading CSI Miami book. I'm trying to last it long... haha

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Samui & Itai

My ears hurt... :( another cold day. I saw some cars with snow on top on the way back home... (no snow here though)
At work, busy in the morning. But in the afternoon it was ok. One more day of working late and alone. Tomorrow would be slow I guess. I will bring my French study notebooks...

Found this news at work... well, I just said it was busy though I guess I had quite bit of free time at work. haha
September 17th... Molson Amphitheatre... I wanna go! Last time (or I should say only time) I've been to that place I saw Ben Folds Five and Beck... long long time ago. :p

Saturday, March 12, 2005


It's been very warm last couple of days. Like 18 degrees high.
But today, it's cold... my ears hurt. :(
And my "working late for three days and working alone for two days) started today. Tomorrow and day after tomorrow I will work alone in my group and work till 8pm. I don't mind working alone at all though I wish they would pay me double when I do that!

Haven't touched my camera for a while, so nothing to post here... :p

Friday, March 11, 2005


Smell's of rain.
I kinda like it.
Yes, it rained today.

Slow day. Just went to the gym. After 1 month nothing has been changed. Oh wait, I gained 2kg. That's something eh? Yeah yeah it's still too early to say... but I went to gym 12 times in last month.
Anyways, I am in a good mood today so no whining. I am in a good mood cuz I got some DVD from Canada and made sure my DVD player is region free!
Btw, does anyone know how to unlock 702NK handset?

Thursday, March 10, 2005


I was a kid. First scary movie I watched was "Friday the 13th". And I was like... grade 3. (yeah yeah I know I was a weirdo... okay maybe still I am...)
Now this would be interesting.
Seems like all those non-Japanese scary movies wouldn't scare me much. So I can usually watch in a dark, alone. But something I don't like in the scary movies... something like... kids with big scary eyes.

I thought this one was hilarious.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005


My PC has been acting weird lately. Ugh.
Another sad thing happened last night. Well I just heard the news last night.
Life is tough. haha

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Almost Done

One of the books my friend gave me, I'm almost done. Now I have lots of books to read. So I don't need to go to bookstores... or I should say I must not go to the stores. If I went, I just buy something. :p The thing is books I have right now are all in English. Maybe I need to buy some Japanese books?! hehe

1 month past. Yet nothing happens so far other than actually gain 2kg. ha

Monday, March 07, 2005


Somehow I don't have anything to use Bluetooth in my PC. Maybe need to un-install and re-install Service pack 2... gee

I still can't stop expecting. If you expect something, you are most likely disappointed. If you don't expect anything, when something good happens you are happier.
I wanna be optimistic and less expecting.
If I don't expect much I would feel less stupid.

Sunday, March 06, 2005


I went to the gym after work. Pretty tired tonight.
I was reading Hellblazer #1... quite different than I expected. Well, I don't know much about it though just know John Constantine is from that comic. John Constantine in the movie and the comic are very different. Interesting though. I like both Keanu (I should say his face) and Rachel Weisz...

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Get Away

I think I need to get away... for a while. A week would be fine.
Can't think of anywhere specific I wanna go. I guess it doesn't really matter if I can get away.
Oh and I miss you. :(

Friday, March 04, 2005


Listening "Melt in to the Walls" by Pilate.

The night is cold, you lie with ghosts you have let down,
An empty bed betrays you,
you lie awake and wonder what went wrong.
The lights have died, the love they gave on borrowed time,
And you'll melt into the walls, melt into the walls,
Your time has run out, your time has run out,
They lied they lied baby, and I tried I tried lately?
I'll drink you slow, I'll drink you slow but for a price,
Water turns to poison and loving
touch gives way to lonely nights.
It's a fine white line, it's a fine
white line you're stumbling across,
You'll melt into the walls, melt into the walls,
Your time has run out, your time has run out,
They lied they lied baby, and I tried I tried lately?
Please don't you ask,
Please don't you ask me how it feels,
For she was the last,
to light up my night and make me sing?
Your time has run out, your time has run out,
They lied they lied baby, and I tried I tried lately?

It's my newest favourite.

Thursday, March 03, 2005


Today is Hinamatsuri. Hinamatsuri is Girl's festival.

I couldn't find bigger pic. I must have it somewhere... hmmm (hey I noticed that I was actually smiling in that pic! wow)
Anyways, you can see the part of it. Hina-kazari (Hina-dolls) behind me (3 years old) and my brother (9 months). The Hina-kazari really is beautiful as long as I remember...

Mine is something like this. I haven't decorated those about 10 years... I should've decorated this year though completely forgot about that... :p

Wednesday, March 02, 2005


I got a certificate of commendation from work.

I did ok I guess. But this time I didn't get a box of chocolates... got some kind of coupon which I can choose what I would get.

I am not grumpy today. I was fine late last night/early morning.

I've watched Jersey Girl, Girl Interrupted and The Man with The Iron Mask lately. Well, I'm watching Girl Interrupted right now...

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Happy Birthday

Geoff + Alda.


Well, it's more like frustrating.
I went to the gym, nothing new about it anymore.
Why the hell am I gaining weight? Got 2kg heavier. Same body fat %. If I lost some body fat then it's still understandable. That means I'm gaining some muscles instead of fat.
So I am pissed off at the moment. And I'm absorbing anything/everything negative around me.
Someone is frustrated and I feel the same. I can put myself in any frustrating situations which is NOTHING to do with me. Yes, I am mentally unhealthy. So I hope nobody touches my nerve tonight. I would be fine in the morning. (I hope!)